inalienablerecently have been thinking quite alot
partly because of trust issue again.
i don’t know why trust is so important to me
maybe because i lost it so dearly thrice
i wanted to love you so much like i never
i never thought i would fall so deep down
i wanted to accomplish so many dreams with you
i wish you could fulfill my dream with me
i wish you be take me to my hubby’s shop
i wanted to do so many things and now….
i know i will still care and love you like i did,
but the trust barrier is the one i have to cross over.
i don’t know if trust can return to our side
but i know that love and passion in you didn’t
tears come and go, but the pain wasn’t.
it stays there making me unable to sleep,
making me unable to do my routine.
i really do want to get back to you but
the process might hurt you afterall.
everything i did seems to be hurting you
and i only gain more benefits from you
not only the gifts, the love and the pamper.
all i ever received was your somehow
wholeheartedly love and care sparkles.
maybe we could carry on but trust may take some time.
can we really walk till the end where we set the destination?
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